By F. Reed
And if at the end of my days
if the horrors persist and sadness prevails
if the world is chaotic, melting and flaming
if I leave my body earlier than expected
Success will be clear.
If I said Alhamdulillah for everything
if was good to my fellow human and the creatures of the earth
if I prioritized love and patience over my ego
if I spoke truth no matter the consequence
if I lived in a sustainable way and took only what I needed
if I found beauty and appreciation in every day
then my time here was not a waste
then I have accomplished something.
For I am so tired
And the woods are lovely, dark and deep.
But I can feel the glow of the village from here
the laughter of those to whom I owe my life, calling me home
and I can find the strength and sabr to trek these last few miles
before I leave the body and world where I’ve loved to call home.
F. Reed is DePaul Alum. Her poem was influenced by both Robert Frost and Muslim traditions of gratitude and Sabr.